Lonely

Lately I have been feeling so alone like I'll end up doing everything on my own. My SO already told me he doesn't love me like he used to anymore and he says its because I'm milking my pregnancy. Which I admit I am milking it for massages and special dinners. But he says I'm just in a bad mood 27/7 now that happiness is just a mindset and I need to make myself happy all the time like I used to be (mind you I used to be happy all the time because I was always high off weed) of course I'm going to be in a bad mood when I'm stressed to the max and I feel so alone and emotional and were broke can barely afford to take care of ourselves right now how can we expect to take care of a baby?? Yes I'm unhappy and stressed and worried but that's not milking my pregnancy. He won't help me make any decisions when it cone to baby stuff because 'I'm spoiled and I'll end up getting whatever I want in the end anyway' which is not true unless it comes to food (duhh). I ask for his opinion and his advice on any decisions regarding our son and he just says 'I don't care' even a few hours ago I asked for his hand so I could put it on my belly so he could feel our son kick and he said he doesn't care right now. We have a lot of stuff going on ALOT and were both extremely stressed and tired and were basically chained at the bottom of the ocean but that doesn't mean he should just leave me to my own and make me deal with this alone. I need his support. I can't do all this alone. Adding this anon because its super personal. I just needed to talk to people who would listen