I'm so stubborn and needy. I feel so bad after the fact though. My fiance doesn't mind that they're my flaws, he has flaws too. But good lord, sometimes I just feel like a total freaking asshole. I crave his attention (especially now that we only see each other about 2 hours a day and he's exhausted so we either watch TV or sit in silence....) Sorry I'm just ranting... I just feel like a dick! We've also been bickering a lot more because we don't have time to talk things over like we used to... We don't have big arguments or anything, and I feel horrible that I put any stress on him. Blah.. sorry this is totally unorganized...I just wanted to vent and really dgaf if anyone cares to read this