New mommy syndrome

Dominique
Hey everyone I just had my baby 8 days ago and I have new mom syndrome sooooo bad I don't want anyone holding my baby kissing him or anything. His grandmother kissed him and I almost had a heart attack I told her she needs to keep her nasty mouth off my baby I don't know what she does with her mouth. I don't even like his dad feeding him because he's brrast fed and Im not big on pumping unless I have to. Am I the only one who's going through this