I'm so confused

Kasondra • baby girl was born 11/21/16 💜 ttc for baby #2!
I'm shaking and my heart is pounding u have 3 faint positive easy @ home test and 1 very faint first response test I took today so I went and took a blood test and the results came back inconclusive not a yes or a no the nurse told me they ran the wrong text and not the hcg level test they just ran one that says yes or no she said it came back no but abnormal she said I have to go back and re test in 48 hours and she told me it sounds like I'm just very early and my hcg levels weren't high enough but that they must have saw something or it would have just came back negative  she said for the yes or no test your hcg levels have to be a 50 or higher so she said your only 4 and a half weeks your super early and just didn't have high hcg levels but must of had some because they want me to retest ...so I'm shaking and I don't know what to think if I am or not and its going to drive me crazy to wait till Friday afternoon 💔