We used to date and in the beginning things were amazing and then I moved away to college and it was problem after problem after problem.. We kept going on breaks and the last break we told each other we could kiss other people and if we found other people then we found other people. 3 days into our break I kissed some other boy and when he asked if I did I told him because I can't lie to him and he freaked out and told me he was never going to be with me again and all that. Well we still talk and he said he wasn't going to get back together with me for awhile cause he had to try to get over what I did. So it's been however many months and we still basically act like we are together but we aren't and the whole half together half not is breaking my heart every second of every day.. I know he still loves me, that's not the problem I have. And he is telling me he doesn't want to get together until after he graduated college in May but I just want him to completely want me again. How do I make him want me again..? He is all focused on himself and I understand his life is about to start. I completely understand that it's just I can't handle this halfway love and I don't know what to do.. Somebody help me..