Trying not to get to worked up about ttc, but I'm not doing a good job at that.

Elizabeth
I kinda feel like I'm starting to stress out about this and it's just our first month of trying. I know it's very likely it won't be a positive. I'm 34 and already worried my window has passed. I bought a basal thermometer today and the 25 pack of HCG strips. I'm worried that my bf will be let down, I know how much he wants to be a daddy. He knows it may take a while. It's going to be hard waiting for AF and praying she doesn't show up on the 18th. Any tips for staying positive and not stressing out about it?