I've been dealing with depression (and anxiety and anorexia) for the past 4 months and it's ruined me. I've lost most all of my friendships, I'm failing all of my classes, I missed my SATs, and my boyfriend and I have gone through difficulties just because of the way I feel. I just feel so awful. it's so overwhelming. I don't know what I'm going to do. I hope it gets better someday but it feels like I've been saying that forever.