So I did something stupid today and decided to tell you all about it so I can rant on about it to someone. My ex came down to visit a he does now anthem because my family loves him and after he talked to my grandparents and stuff we went driving around and he parked somewhere and sat an told me to pick where to go, then we starting like play fighting which lead to him kissing me. A and then he asked to go in the back seat and I sad no were in the middle of town and he's like okay let's go to our spot then and so we did and we went in the back seat and he came like right at me and started kissing me. And then he picked me up and I hit my head on the roof of th car lol and sat me on his lap. And starting kissing me more and dry humping me and he also started taking my clothes off. Then he's like eh I'll get a condom and I was like um we know ho well fucking in a car works let's just do it tmr when we're home alone and he's like no I wanna now and I kept getting annoys and hitting him. Eventually I was in the mood myself so I gave in. This is the same guy I lost my virginity to, his dick is not little and it always hurt. But he's like yeah sit on it and I dropped on it and I felt like wasps were in my vagina stinging it. So i got up and laid back and we went at it like that for a bit and it no longer hurt ad it stared feeling really good and he got rough with me and stuff and we maybe fucked 2 minutes and then he pulled out and got outta the car an took the condom off and then sat in the driver seat texting and I was like um wtf are ya done now? And he's like oh yeah dad just texted me and said I have to leave a 8 to come home so I can't stay anymore. I'm sure you all can assume how pissed off I was, I think he was lying. Oh yeah and guess what time he said he had to leave at 8? 7:47. So I was k I'm gonna put my clothes on then and just drop me off at my house I'll go to nans later and get my shit. The drive home I put my music as bitch face on and didn't talk and he tried to hold my hand and was like "you're mad aren't cha" and I wanlike "oh no not like I have Anything to be mad about" and he never spoke til we got home. When I tried to hug him he just stay there and I was wow ok asshole and he's like oh what and I was like ah nothing, cya thanks for whatever and text me later and he texts me like 3 hours later saying he just got home when it takes an hour and a half if that. I was used. Hardcore. It sucked