Cervix? Someone please help!!

Taylor • Hi my names Taylor and my husbands name is Kyle, we’ve been together 11 years now and just recently married. I want to be a mom more than anything. I love country music and I'm a pretty easy person to get along with unless you piss me off. Been ttc for ab
I am just really confused on the whole checking your cervix thing and what they mean. Mine is high and medium with little cm which is like lotion. And I believe it's closed I can never tell. Someone please help!!!