Beyond Emotional

Ashton
My husband and I have been ttc for 2 years now with NO success .. I am suppose to start my period Sunday & I took a pregnancy test today BFN .. I know they say you're not out til AF shows but I just have a feeling she'll be here Sunday if not before and I'm a hot fucking mess .. i can't stop crying, I'm so tired of getting negative after negative .. it's really starting to take a toll on me and I can't stop thinking about it .. Thinking that I may never be able to give my husband a family is really weighing on my shoulders .. idk how to move on from this funk that I'm in .. this whole TTC journey has been really rough... I just want a miracle 😢