D&E yesterday

I had the Laminera placed Thursday (I thought that was horrible). I was nauseous all day and night and vomited Thursday afternoon as well as yesterday morning. My D&E was scheduled for 11am, we got there, they started an Iv and gave me zofran for my nausea. They gave me cytotec to place in my cheeks to dissolve to start my contractions. BOY!! I don't know if it was because of my emotional weakened status that I felt that the contractions were horrible. I felt the urge to poop, pee and push at the same time. Ended up vomiting again. My poor SO- God bless him, because the amount of cursing and crying I was doing I'm sure was unbearable. at one point I took the rest of the cytotec out of my mouth because I couldn't beat the pain and they wouldn't give me any pain meds because I was next to go in. My SO walked me right to the OR doors kissed me and I guess the idea that it was really happening hit me. I got nervous, and began crying because I was scared. They gave me fentanyl for the contractions that were coming and this lovely nurse held my hand and told me to picture a good place I would like to take a nap. I got enough courage to say "on the beach, with a margarita in my hand" next i know, my SO was in my face kissing me and smiling. I must say I have not experienced one once of pain. No cramps no discomfort. the bleeding is there but it's more like my period minusing the cramps. Just wanted to share my experience. Now I plan to give my body a rest, enjoy the spring and summer and try again for a rainbow in the fall/winter. thank you all for listening and your support!