Femara, Gonal F, Ovidrel, and IUI... Anyone else with me?

Samantha • Mom of a beautiful 2 year old, Emmy. Trying to conceive miracle #2, TTC for a year so far with PCOS.
2nd month using the Gonal F and Ovidrel, 1st month doing <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> (hopefully Saturday, maybe Monday) and I am freaking out. Anyone had success? Every time I go in it seems like there is a new issue- newest being my husbands morphology came back at 9%! Count was 119 million and motility was 47% but I am hurting so badly emotionally. Anyone with me?