I showed him the mental health assessment, complete with the suicide risk.

And nothing.

He said I never talk to him about it so why am I with him if I can't talk to him?

I CANT talk to anyone, I'm scared, I'm tired, I'm worried and I feel hopeless.

But he has done NOTHING to be there for me and I told him on Thursday and he hasn't said anything. He played video games all day yesterday, he went out with friends after work, then came to bed late last night, woke me up and said are you okay? Wtf. I was asleep finally and it took forever to fall asleep and he woke me up.

I tried to talk to him, I told him, that isn't enough? I have to bare my soul? I'm not ready for that. And he brushes me off like it's nothing and I feel like im drowning and no one cares my own husband doesn't care.. he asked me to come sit with him in the living room yesterday and I stayed in bed because he was playing video games, with his friends on the headset. He couldn't even hang up on them, and pause the game, to fully ask me to come outside.

He really doesn't care and that makes this so much worse right now.