Can someone please relate and give me something to make me happy

As of today I been a week late from having my period and went to get a testing and it showed Negative that I wasn't pregnant,my husband and I been trying for 7 months now and all I ever wanted didn't show up and I'm very disappointed and upset.i been telling myself I shouldn't get my hopes up but my husband pushed in me to do get my hopes up there and don't let them down.......its just I feel upset because before I was told I would be hard to get pregnant and needed the help getting pregnant that was was many years ago and I'm having symptoms but don't know what it is to throw my period off... I'm also upset I never will have this.