I thought it was over.....TMI

I was diagnosed with belighted ovum on my 11 week apt. Hcg was super high so I though there was still hope my numbers finally dropped no cramping no bleeding nothing and id made peace with my loss of our lil girl my doctor told me id just get a heavy period everything would be fine my body would probably absorbe most of it id be fine try again in once cycle and then....

So I started my period the 9th seemed pretty normal a Lil heavy. Yesterday morning I passed a pretty big clot and had some heavy bleeding then it died down. And I had reallllyyy bad cramps since 8 pm last night and all night and at 5 am I barley made it to my bathroom door and flood gates of blood opened ugh it was aweful I almost passed out in the door way had to yell for my husband to help me in the shower ive never seen so much blood in my life and then rushed to the ER my bleeding finally settled about 9am this am after passing 2 more hudge clots had 4 bags fluid 2 iv catheder and 2 ultrasounds and waiting for 4 hours I was schedules for a dnc spent 12 hours at the hospital! I though I was okay and id made peace and this just made it all worse!

Sorry rant over its just so hard when you think everything is okay and then it's 100 x worse