Depressed

Hubby and I just got married in November. Ten days before the wedding, we found out I was pregnant. The morning after the wedding, I lost the baby. These past 4 months have been fuzzy and numb. We have been trying to get pregnant again but with no such luck and decided to stop trying because it's been too stressful and heartbreaking. After getting married, you're supposed to get the honeymoon stage and start building your lives together. We have spent it grieving. I'm not social anymore, I either cry or am numb. I'm trying to fill my life with all the things I love but they're just not giving me the happiness they used to. I have never felt this lost or far from myself. My husband works a lot and I am a stay at home mom to a 5 year old with only one car (my husband has it most of the time) Has anyone gone through this before and gotten better or have any advice?