abused. help me.

Nikki • i just want to be happy ☺

i am in a abusive relationship. were words hurt more then physical abuse. ive been with this person for about two yrs. its been physical a couple of times. not to the point of black eyes or nothing. he tells me that he loves me yet the next day he tells me that im worthless. he puts me down 50% of the time. i cant have friends. or social media. i live in a home with another family and the rent rooms out. he always axcuses me of cheating on him. i never go out and enjoy life. i feel like its prison.i have a job but its not study and if i dont work he puts me down .

ive called a local womens shelter for women that have been abused. they say that they can help me and give me a place to stay for 45 days. and in those 45 days they can help me find a job and they can help get an apartmente. the only thing is that iam scared . i know its weird to say but iam. i dont know whrre the shelther is or anything. i need advice.....