Miscarriage tattoo.

I have been wanting a tattoo for years but haven't had the money. After going through my 2nd miscarriage in 5 months I have decided to put off the one I wanted & get one in memory of my babies. I never made it far enough along to know the sex of either. (The first pregnancy I always saw a little boys face/The second, the night before I bled I dreamt I had a girl I gave up for adoption who I wasn't able to see but could remember her middle name). Since I can't be positive of the sex I have decided to get the flower for the month they were due. June/Rose & October/Marigold. I feel like this will help me grieve as well as be a reminder of a sense that they are always in my heart, although I was never able to hold them!