Ihad 2 MC. Now 6 weeks pregnant, now bleeding

Jessica
I was excited that i am pregnant but pass pregnancies are haunting me. I am full on sick morning sickness all day boobs sore. So long story short i was told but 3 drs that I was miscarriaging and only one PA kept hope alive. When i told them pass history all drs basically gave me the inevitable that i am losing my baby. That was Wednesday and Thursday. Friday i go to my OB GYN and told him the bad news. He checked me out and says my baby is there. I cried for joy but I'm not in the wood works yet. I didnt bleed all day yesterday. But today i woke with a slight cramp and when to use the bathroom and saw blood again. Im so over the emotions that i just begin to accept whats coming. I pray and pray but deep down inside i dont feel im going to lose her but negative thoughts do kick in. They say bleeding is normal but for me is spells me miscarriage. Can anyone relate.