I don't really regret my abortion in 2012 because it just wouldn't have been responsible of me, I wasn't ready, and wasn't 100% of the father, and wasn't going to have family or partner (at the time) support nor was I working so finances were nil.

But now I have been trying to conceive for over a year with a partner who wants a child with me more than I even do. A family (his and mine for that matter) that knows it's coming whether they are in full support or not..and resources to help.

It's just so weird to me how life works sometimes... I wasn't even trying nor did I even know I was (at first) when I got the abortion...I didn't know anything about <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">fertility apps</a>, vitamins, ovulation tracking. ...now I feel like I could earn a degree in this stuff...I am the type of gal that doesn't like to plan life too much..just like for it to happen naturally ...the tick tick tick of this clock as I turn 36 this year makes me wish I could switch 2012 with 2016 circumstances. Lol

#ventover