I hate being a christian arab and living in arab society, I have no intention to discrimination, but I am living a life where my boyfriend lives so close to me and I barely meet him, we love each other alot and I feel so lonley and alone, like I need a kiss and a hug, I need him to be right by my side. my best friend of 17 years left me because she didnt like my bf, and I have no one to go out with, no one but him, but I cant because my parents wont let me and if someone saw us together would go and tell my parents about it and I would be such a whore and unrespected in the eyes of every fucking person who lives here, and my parents would never trust me again. I would be the topic that people would talk about when they meet up, people will always talk about me being with a guy, they will be so harsh, I will be called the "whore" of the city. Im so lonley, crying right now, I need to spend time with my bf, I cant see him not in public nor in private. I have no friend I could trust to help me see him. I just need to smell him, hug him, and cry about us. Please dont be so harsh with your comments. Me and my bf are 20 years old and if I move out with him, my parents will never ever talk to me again.