Dear body, get it together

Kimberlynne • 29 year old Momma to a wonderful special needs kiddo - looking forward to growing our family!

Today is CD46. I'm never late. 4 pregnancy tests say negative, but I have a ton of symptoms.

Today, I had some cramping - which I've had off and on for the last almost 3 weeks - and when I wiped, there was a TON of CM and what I would call a mild to moderate amount of not brown but also not bright red blood.

I'm just at a loss. My body has completely stopped making sense. I've never spotted a day in my life. I'm always regular. I feel pregnant but there's no BFP in sight. I guess it's time to visit the doctor and figure out what the heck is going on.

Anyone else dealt with anything like this???