Depression!!! 😞😞😞

Rosa β€’ TTC Baby #1. His #5
Hey Ladies, My name is Rosa and I'm 20 years old, been TTC with my partner for 2 years, and NOTHING! I feel worthless.. He's got 4 kids with other women. And one had her tubes tied. I'm seriously insecure about me not being able to get pregnant. I have yearly OBGYN apts, and I don't have anything wrong with my system. But I can't get pregnant. I feel like he's not gonna wanna be with me, if I'm not able to provide him a child. I'm feeling lost. I need opinions on what you ladies did to get pregnant. I'm losing my mind and my heart is breaking. I just wanna be a mommy! 😭😭😭😭😭