I'm madly in love with my exboyfriend. The only reason he's my ex is because my parents hate him, and we moved to a different city so we aren't able to see each other every day. He didn't treat me the best but I know.. he just showed it, he showed he couldn't live without me. And I saw how I changed him. I made him a better person and he loves me for it. Its crazy how we still talk as friends after all the damage that was done. He isn't the guy for me though... he was controlling and possessive. Verbally abusive when I made him upset.. It's really depressing. I know I should move on. I've been trying to move on for two whole years 💔.. This is impossible. I need some words of encouragement. I just need this pain to be over with, I can't keep dragging myself around every day. It's unbearable😭. I love someone I can't have, and there's no feeling worse than that. Help me..