I'll just start out by saying that I was against the divorce from the start. We were together for almost 6 years, married for one. I never signed the papers and begged for therapy for months, even before he said he wanted a divorce.

I have tried my best to move on in the six months that we've been separated, but I still love and miss him. He's become an entirely different person because of it, consumed with negativity and this darkness that I can tell is eating him alive. I've asked him for another chance at the relationship more than once, and each time he's said he'd think about it and then more or less propositioned me for sex.

I know this isn't the real him, but his depression and angst getting the better of him.

I know I should move forward as obviously we're no longer together and there doesn't seem to be any hope for it, but for some reason my heart won't let me give up on him, even though he gave up on me.

I try to keep busy and occupied, but my depression over it all keeps me in the house and hating life. I have made an appointment for therapy, just waiting to be seen. Any advice from those that have gone through this would be appreciated.