So I mostly just would like some feedback from ladies that have maybe gone through the same thing, did any of you feel more anxious than excited for your second child? I'll be having my first in July but I've been raising my boyfriends son with him since he was a few months old and he'll be two in June. I feel bad because I feel like I'd be more excited if it was the first for us both but I just feel so anxious and overwhelmed sometimes with the idea of two kids running around! Our first is great but he can definitely be a handful and I guess I'm just scared I won't be able to handle them both and I'll just be stressed and overwhelmed all the time. Anyone else felt like that with your second? Like you just couldn't imagine trying to balance and handle two at the same time? I know some moms do it right off the bat with twins but it's just unfathomable to me right now.