Baby fever shut down!

So I've been having some crazy baby fever later. And it's the worst at work because I'm a teacher and my students are too damn cute sometimes. My boyfriend has been having baby fever for a long time and even yesterday he was saying his usual "I'm gonna get you pregnant" joke.

Up until now I've been so excited like "I can't wait to start a family with him" and "Our babies will be so cute!"

Then last night I read a post on here about epidurals and all my fears came back. It's like my lower half has closed up shop. The thought of them stabbing me in the spine with a giant needle... OR just going through hours upon hours of intense pain. It's horrifying.

To those TTC or already pregnant:

How did you move past the fears, if you had them?

Because hearing "You'll forget all about the pain when you hold your baby" just isn't cutting it for me anymore.

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Thank you so much for the kind words ladies. I've really been thinking about what you all said and it really makes sense now seeing as how that time will pass and childbirth is much easier than actually being a parent