My boyfriend and I are going to get married, there's no doubt about that. We love each other very very much and I honestly cannot see my life without him. He's the reason I smile so big everyday and I never forget to thank God for such an amazing blessing I have been given. Recently, my faith has been reignited. My boyfriend and I want to have sex. I don't feel guilty about wanting to have sex or having sex with my boyfriend and that worries me a bit. What do you guys think about pre marital sex? I feel like marriage isn't a piece of paper or a ceremony, it's an emotional bond and a promise between the two of you. I feel like that exists in our relationship. I feel like, spiritually, we are married. We never fight and we are always selfless with one another. There's nothing I wouldn't do to make him happy. Honestly, I would take a bullet for him.