Postpartum depression

Arianna • With the love of my life and mother to our handsome little boy ❤️
I had my little boy almost 2 months ago. Ever since, I've been feeling extremely shitty about myself. I feel so ugly, I feel super nasty because my stomach is a bit saggy, I feel overweight, my boobs aren't the same anymore, they look like they're starting to say and my ass is full of cellulite now. I feel so gross about myself. I don't feel pretty at all.. I feel like I'm super unattractive especially to my fiancée. He doesn't look at me when we have sex anymore, I feel like he's thinking of someone else. He looks like something else is on his mind to try and make him orgasm. I feel so sad all the time and so ugly.. I have no one to talk to that will understand how I feel. Will this ever pass? 😔
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Sa

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Call your doctor and let them know you think you are experiencing post partum depression symptoms. It is normal to feel different about your body after having a baby, but it shouldn't be terrible. Your body has done an amazing thing!! 

Sa

Samantha • Mar 22, 2016
You are good enough! Never doubt that. It's definitely an adjustment, but you can still love your body and yourself regardless of size. And when the time is right you can lose weight if you want to. Try to give yourself a break! Your body did not change like that over night so it will take some time

Ar

Arianna • Mar 22, 2016
Thank you! My body has changed a lot, and I've never been this heavy. I just don't feel good enough:(

Em

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Have you contacted your doctor?Do that immediately! Don't let these feelings go, it can get very harmful for you!

Ar

Arianna • Mar 22, 2016
It has:( I'll get dressed nicely and do my makeup but I still feel disgusting. I don't feel good enough for my fiancée either. It's become a big problem

Em

Emilina • Mar 22, 2016
Still! It can really mess with your emotional state!

Ar

Arianna • Mar 22, 2016
I've never thought about harming myself or anyone. Just feel really crappy about myself:(

Ar

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Also may I add the reason why I haven't told my doctor is because I refuse to get put on antidepressants. 

Ar

Arianna • Mar 22, 2016
If that's the case then I'll call her tomorrow. Thank you! I just really don't want to be taking any pills

Ra

Rachel • Mar 22, 2016
Most doctors won't offer antidepressants off the bat any morez you should be offered talking therapy