Sooo upset..
***update***
So I found out that the guy that went to our pastor telling him I am pregnant did it out of spite. Because he had a miscarriage last year with his wife and they're taking it hard. I understand that it's upsetting but THAT pisses me off. Ugh! This wasn't a rumor this came straight from the horses mouth today. When I had asked him if we could just have a sit down and talk about what happened. He had the BALLS to tell me that I shouldn't be working with the children's ministry because he doesn't feel that I'm "worthy" enough to be pregnant and I don't deserve a baby. And that I need to take the time out of church to think about what I did wrong! (His exact *%#^+@! Worlds!!!) ugh and you call yourself a Christian!!!
Who the in hell has the right to say I don't deserve a baby?! I've been through more than most 22 year old women have and I must have done slemthing right in my life for God to gift me such a miricale. That right there is just hatred and guilt. Time to look for another church since my pastor thinks that this was an okay thing.. Whatevs🙌🏼 #DONE
Well I was just asked by the pastor to remove myself from my position as a kids minister. that I can't work in my my kids ministry anymore. All because I got pregnant out of wed lock. My heart is just torn right now. I feel like that's not the right way to run a church idk. Maybe I'm just mad. I need prayers and advice. And on top of alllll that I havnt told my family about my pregnancy for exactly this reason. And he had this conversation with me which his office door OPEN!!! UGGHHH
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