Obsessed

Erika
Hello, we have been ttc for so long. Doctors think something is wrong with my ovulation and I'm finally going for a Histogram to try for some answers ... With that being said I find my self obsessed. I'm constantly thinking , wishing and just hoping it happens and all the possibilities if it does . Names , themes ect. Some days it's worse than others. I try to put it in the back of my mind but it's something we both want so badly . Does this happen to anyone else ? Any advise ?