I would have been holding my baby right now, I have been having a hard time with it, I didn't even realize it was that time at first I just knew I was depressed and very emotional, then it dawned on me that my baby would have been in my arms by now.... I just have to remember now that my little angels are with the Lord. I got this figurine as a remembrance for them. Someday I will get to meet them in heven.