Is it just me and the fact that af came or am I in a really bad mood??!! I'm trying to not think about having another baby but the fact that everybody around me is preg and having kids left and right is bothering me......I want it so bad sometimes I find myself blaming God for not allowing me to get preg. But then I realize I have kids but I just want another. ..I feel like I'm being selfish in a way. Ut in a woman. Who simply wants her bfp.....my emotions are all over the place and I feel like I won't get my bfp anymore. I just hate to vent because I want it so bad and have sooooooo much love to give I just feel some type of way... my fellow glow ladies forgive me for this rant. ...... (just feeling very blue ) 🔵