This whole ttc thing SUCKS :-(

18mos of nothing but THIS. It shouldn't take this long to make a baby so obviously something's not working. A freakin' COKE addiction would be healthier for me at this point... I give the f*** up!!! When I joined Glow, never in a million years did I think a year and a half later I'd still be sitting here staring at negative tests. I'm getting so SICK of seeing this s**t!!!! Breaking point has officially been reached, and I'm taking my ball and going home! Having my fingernails systematically ripped out one by one with a pair of pliers would hurt less than this. Thank you all for letting me vent and ALWAYS being such an awesome support to me. I hope you all find your dream come true. It was a good run, but I'm done :-(