Hate waiting!!

Well its been 2yrs of TTC again, i have a 5yr old boy took me 3 1/2 yrs of TTC to fall pg with him, but i was doing hpt with him every second day, and didnt get my bfp till i was already 13weeks šŸ˜•šŸ˜– and i still had slight Af
So for me its pot bloody luck to get a bfp!! I keep wondering why me, all i ever wanted was to be a mummy and i struggle every step of the way. And yet bad people pop em out like tic tacs.!!!! Makes me jealous.. I cant wait another 1 1/2 yrs for number two but i will even though im 30 now ill still fight to have mre kids xx
Congrats to those who have succeeded,
And best wishes to the rest of us xx