This gut feeling hopefully right

Joanalim • I`m 23 SO is 31 ttc for our rainbow baby! I will miss you baby jenesis I love you(miscarried at 17+2) on 11/11/2015
I'm really feeling nervous right now as I am just 8 dpo and my gut is yelling at me telling me that I am finally pregnant again this month and that I will finally see a clear BFP! soon...... I just hope she is right! Tested this afternoon it was negative but still too early to tell testing in 4 days 12dpo then. Yesterday evening while my SO and I was at church with lights off holding a candle for easter saturday before I blow it off I sincerely prayed and prayed for our rainbow baby and cried myself a little and I think that he heard my prayers. I also have an interview this thurs at stanford hospital and I am soooo hoping to get this job along with my bfp news! And even if one don't turn out what I'm hoping for I just hope one would be a good news :) baby dust to everyone!