Yesterday I found out my fiance's sister is five weeks pregnant, today I found out that one of our friends is also pregnant. My sixth fertile week since starting ttc starts next week and I know it's really soon but I just feel like a fat, useless, non-fertile lump right now. I know it takes months and years sometimes, and I don't resent my s-i-l or friend at all, but I just feel like they deserve it more than me and that's why it's happened for them. I guess my mood is still low of Aunt Irma visiting, she only left yesterday, but I just feel like wallowing and eating Easter eggs all day.