😰😥😢16 months ttc and preseed

Riki
Ugh 16 months of ttc with hubby. 2 months using preseed. And trying every silly ttc tip. Even legs above hips!!!!! Nothing is working. Every month I get so down. I pray to god but I feel like I'm being selfish.. I watch people around me who don't need to be having children get pregnant and abort them and I'm at home in bed bawling my eyes out. We've been checked out and don't know what to do from here 😥😓😭