The waiting game

Susy
Well my ovulation week is over.. Now the waiting game.. I don't know about anyone else but the next two weeks are always the worse.. I feel like every symptom I have could possibly be it I swear every month I thought this is it and then when I get the bfn I cry for hours afterwards.. Def very stressful.. We used preseed this month so I'm hopeful this is it but then again I'm also scared to test again and cry for hours afterwards .. What do you guys do to keep busy