Why does it hurt so much 😢

Karen • Baby Boy Ward 14/02/2020 • Anabela 15/05/2017 🌈 • Wife • Graphic Designer
After 3 years of TTC and finally getting that positive I've found out today that I miscarried.
I'm devastated and really don't know if I want to go through this again it hurts sooo much 😢
I thought this year might be the year myself and hubby might finally get the break of luck we've been so desperate for. But with us it's been one bad new story after another I'm scared I'm destined to never have kids. I wish I could fast forward through this painÂ