So ready! But waiting

Emily
Went for my non stress test yesterday. My blood pressure was really high for an hr. Go to hospital get all set for csection. I mean all set everything a go!  Hubby came, kids and pets taken care of. Waiting for eperderal and...
Nothing my blood pressure came down stayed down for an hour and we were sent home. New hospital rule if your before 39 weeks you have to be an "emergency" for a section. Insurance crap! 
Not that I want baby in NICU but am 38 weeks so probably would be fine but now am just at a big UGH! 
Am feeling so crappy and emotional! We were so ready and excited to see this baby and hold him 😔 everyone says don't stress it won't be long now but it doesn't help. I feel like he should be here today. April 7 can't come soon enough!!!