Going crazy

So, my boyfriend and I have had numerous problems. Most of unfidelity on his end. But I just can't completely forgive him because he won't stop talking to the girls and keeps doing the same stuff. I just don't know if I even want to continue this relationship anymore. He promised he would stop but somehow they always come back in the picture. I just don't know what to do... I love the man, but I love myself more. And my child shouldn't grow up thinking it's ok for a man to treat a woman like that. Ugh....maybe I should just go back to being a lesbian lol