I hate people

Honestly I don't have friends. Mostly by choice. Either they hate the shit out of me or they Want to fuck me. People are so judge mental nowadays too. I'd much rather be alone with my bf and stay home than be called the center of attention when they're the ones starting shit. I'm not a fighter. I try to stay out of the way but some how I end up in these arguments and it so god damn annoying. Even on here. Idk if I'm getting stupider or if everyone else is..? It feels impossible to have an opinion and have it respected. Like I respect you until you start getting personal with me. Idk what it is about people but they seem to get some type of powerful feeling when they try to hurt your feelings by. Calling you a bitch or saying you need therapy or I've even been laughed at for my anxiety. Mental illness isn't funny. Period. I'd rather be alone.