Clomid, pcos, Emotional, anyone else feel like this?

Hi my name is Jeana. Me a my boyfriend of 4 years decided to ttc one year ago. I recently just found out that I have pcos. So my already emotional journey for baby #1 has just been worsened. I am angry, sad, and discouraged. I started taking clomid 50mg this month, been using ClearBlue djgital ovulation tests and so far not one test has come back positive. My boyfriend really wants a baby but doesnt seem to understand how hard it is every month to get the BFN. Everything seems to be an overreaction to him. I have explained to him that the clomid makes me sick, and emotional. I really dont know if I am overreacting, anyone else feel like this?