Nervous!

So I have my very first appt today at 4pm, and I am so scared its giving me complete anxiety. I am 11w6d today. Because of what happened with my last pregnancy I'm expecting to hear bad news. It sucks cuz I want to enjoy this for my baby girl I lost in November. Ever since then my mind has been programmed to think the worst about everything, even things that aren't pregnancy related, so just in case I do get hurt again I will kind of be prepared for it. I don't have a history of many miscarriages or anything, but my baby girl that passed had one of the most rare fatal conditions(anencephaly, it happens in 4% of pregnancys) that I just think I'm doomed for bad luck. I just want to know there are other ladies out there who feel my pain, and maybe have some encouraging words for a stressed out mama.