Blue day 😪

So iv just woke up ( after working night shift) and the feeling hit me so hard I just want to cry. I'm having a blue day my friends our due to have their babies so it's plastered all over my news feed and here I am just counting the weeks of how old my baby would of been if God didn't have other plans 💔😪😭 just want my fella come home from work so I can curl into the side of him