Stressed!!!!!

Ok, so our car seat is expired. I want to recycle it, but Colorado only has one place to do it and he doesn't want to drive two hours to drop it off and two hours back home. I don't want to throw it away because putting it in a land fill is stressing me out. We already are ruining the planet.

I'm stressed about buying brand new car seats.

I'm stressed because I'm scared about having a second baby, even though this is what I desperately want. I'm stressed I won't love this baby like I do my 3 year old son.

Lastly, I'm stressed about my viability appointment today. What if there are two babies? What if there is no heart beat? What if I'm crazy and am not really pregnant?

Everything in my world today is stressing me out.