So disappointed and depressed

I broke down last night and took a test. 5 days late and NADA. I feel so depressed about all of this. I don't understand what's wrong with my body. I feel like I'm just not working, like this is never going to happen to me again. It was so awesome and exciting to have been pregnant in January, even if I only knew for a few days before I lost it. I feel like I was given a taste of something I loved and it was taken away from me, like just kidding! I am just so down about all of this. 😩