I'm so fuck*ng angry!

Sorry for the language😬 I'm just so angry! Please don't hate cause I said fucking.

Been with my SO for 3 years now. He has two kids from a previous relationship. They're great. Anyways so since day one I've obviously said I would like to have a family and have kids and adopt. He seemed to be okay with that I mean he still dated me right?!

We broke up for like 2 weeks a long time ago but got back together. It wasn't too bad.

Anyways he popped the question like 3 months ago. WE (I'm emphasizing the we!) started planning the wedding. Something simple and super intimate. Literally our guest list involves his kids, his mom, his grandma, his best friend, sister, his brother n law and their two kids and my parents, my grandma and papa, my brother and sister my brother in law and my best friend. It's super intimate (like less than 20 people including bride and groom!)

We are planning and talking and eventually something about having kids comes up and he's like "I don't think I want any more kids"

I swear thunder and lightning struck somewhere. I was shocked. He knew how much it meant to me to have a child and adopt. But now for some reason he's against it doesn't want it. Oh and please note when we talked about kids in the past we came up with names together. One boy name one girl name. So we picked these out and now he's pretty much saying Oh fuck it I don't want kids sorry about your luck!

Maybe I'm being over emotional. But I'm seriously considering calling it off. I mean it's not like he has a physical issue that doesn't allow him to have kids. He's capable! He just changed his mind on me.

Thoughts?!