Everyone else

Is it just me or does it seem like everyone is getting pregnant but you. I quite literally have seen maybe 5 pregnancy announcements today and me I have 4 days until I can test. And 9/10 I will probably not be pregnant and just get to lurk on peoples pregnancies and births and I will still just be wanting. I am really getting sick of this, and I keep trying and I give up every month and then I start all over again and I get my hopes up for nothing and it just seems like since I lost my baby last year that it ain't gone happen no more and I'm just tired